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Reminiscing ON Tuesday, April 9, 2013 AT 6:52 PM

As I was writing the last update, I came to think back to when we went to the An Cafe concert, about half a year ago. (Omg time flies ..)

I remember that we stood outside for like, an hour and a half? waiting to get inside. The doors did open before that, but it took a while for it to be our turn so in the end, we were out in the cold for quite some time. I didn't have proper clothes on me either, a pair of thin tights and a skirt, and it was freezing. Still, now that I think back, I don't really "remember" any of that. I was worried that the weather was going to ruin my night, but in the end, that day is nothing but awesomeness to me c:

This is really a random .. ramble. It just came to mind that the concert really was amazing, because all the pains that came with it really doesn't matter ~ It just washed them all away. Especially when I got to see Miku pour water over himself ... Ufufufu. But we won't go into that, or I'll get all fangirly again. My point is, I was worried that I wouldn't have good memories of that night, but turns out that's the only thing I've got! <3

Doesn't really go with the topic, but it's one of my favorite songs so YOLO. (<--- omfg i used that.)

Labels: It's the reality I wanted, japan, jrock, LOVE, Music Videos, my life, Random songs, video, visual kei, 美男

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Hello!

So to further describe my existance, I shall write what I assume will be an unnecessary profile.

So my name's Jennifer and I'm soon to be 18 and hella glad for that as well. I live in a village the size of your palm in the middle of nowhere and I take the bus to and from my school everyday for 20 minutes. I have decent grades, nothing to brag about except my average of 10 (full score) in English (lol my pride and glory) and I will try hard to raise them I promise. OTL I have a somewhat unhealthy love for languages as I tend to pick up a tad too many and at the moment I'm studying French, Japanese, Spanish, Finnish and English (while Swedish is my mothertongue). (English can't really count as studying though so scratch that.)

My ultimate life goal is to move to Japan and make a big enough success out of this waste of space of a life to actually get to stay there and if I'd get to choose, I'd never come back to Finland. I hate cold weather, I really dislike freezing but I do love wrapping myself up in warm clothing and blankets and sip on some hot chocolate while the chilly weather stays outside. I don't like sweating, but I like the summer. I don't really have any special feelings about autumn or spring.

I live with my mom and my brother and sister, both younger than me, and my dad lives a random life in Spain. (I don't really care to keep up, it's mostly gym business anyways.) He calls sometimes but I rarely see him and it's been that way for such a long time that it doesn't really affect me anymore.

I think I'm a person really easy to misinterpret, because it seems as if many people think I'm someone I'm not. I don't know why that is, but I guess I can be pretty foulmouthed sometimes. I really can't stand people who complain about the smallest of things and that pisses me off. Weak people also pisses me off, those who just looks as if they're begging to be beaten up. (Not that I'd hit anyone, I really wouldn't, but you know those people.) People who are full of themselves can also go die, especially if they're younger than me and act as if I couldn't just step on them like an ant. I guess I dislike lots of different types of people...

For things that I love, I can mention things like manga, fanfics (boy luv onley), kpop, jrock, visual kei, going to concerts, touching the artists inappropriately when I manage to reach them on stage, studying languages, reading about asian stuff, looking at Tokyo on Google Maps, research universities, look at apartments in Tokyo and calculate how much I would have to make to live there. Yes, I have a life like that. <3