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Hi guys ; _ ;

If I had to describe the past week in a word, it would be stress. Today I finished my french test (without too much panic, which made me glad ^^) and tomorrow I'll be face to face with my biggest enemy ever. F.i.n.n.i.s.h.
If you don't know yet, I'm terrible at Finnish. No, terrible doesn't even cut it. I suck monkeyass at it. It would be okay if not for the fact that it's what the majority of the people in this country speaks and I'm forced to face it every other day and that the grammar makes me want to puke my eyes out. The stress that's on me when it comes to Finnish (I mean, after 9 years of studying it, I really should be relatively good at it, don't u think?) is killing me and it's destroyed all of my chances with the language forever. I'm avoiding it as much as I can, and it's actually (fun fact time!) a major reason as to why I'm trying to get into a Japanese university! c:

After Finnish, there's Spanish and after that, on Sunday, there's the dreades JLPT N5 T_T While I'm really looking forward to it, it's also scaring me shitless so I guess it's safe to say I have mixed feelings about the whole thing. However, let's do our best this fall!

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Hello!

So to further describe my existance, I shall write what I assume will be an unnecessary profile.

So my name's Jennifer and I'm soon to be 18 and hella glad for that as well. I live in a village the size of your palm in the middle of nowhere and I take the bus to and from my school everyday for 20 minutes. I have decent grades, nothing to brag about except my average of 10 (full score) in English (lol my pride and glory) and I will try hard to raise them I promise. OTL I have a somewhat unhealthy love for languages as I tend to pick up a tad too many and at the moment I'm studying French, Japanese, Spanish, Finnish and English (while Swedish is my mothertongue). (English can't really count as studying though so scratch that.)

My ultimate life goal is to move to Japan and make a big enough success out of this waste of space of a life to actually get to stay there and if I'd get to choose, I'd never come back to Finland. I hate cold weather, I really dislike freezing but I do love wrapping myself up in warm clothing and blankets and sip on some hot chocolate while the chilly weather stays outside. I don't like sweating, but I like the summer. I don't really have any special feelings about autumn or spring.

I live with my mom and my brother and sister, both younger than me, and my dad lives a random life in Spain. (I don't really care to keep up, it's mostly gym business anyways.) He calls sometimes but I rarely see him and it's been that way for such a long time that it doesn't really affect me anymore.

I think I'm a person really easy to misinterpret, because it seems as if many people think I'm someone I'm not. I don't know why that is, but I guess I can be pretty foulmouthed sometimes. I really can't stand people who complain about the smallest of things and that pisses me off. Weak people also pisses me off, those who just looks as if they're begging to be beaten up. (Not that I'd hit anyone, I really wouldn't, but you know those people.) People who are full of themselves can also go die, especially if they're younger than me and act as if I couldn't just step on them like an ant. I guess I dislike lots of different types of people...

For things that I love, I can mention things like manga, fanfics (boy luv onley), kpop, jrock, visual kei, going to concerts, touching the artists inappropriately when I manage to reach them on stage, studying languages, reading about asian stuff, looking at Tokyo on Google Maps, research universities, look at apartments in Tokyo and calculate how much I would have to make to live there. Yes, I have a life like that. <3

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Hi guys ; _ ;

If I had to describe the past week in a word, it would be stress. Today I finished my french test (without too much panic, which made me glad ^^) and tomorrow I'll be face to face with my biggest enemy ever. F.i.n.n.i.s.h.
If you don't know yet, I'm terrible at Finnish. No, terrible doesn't even cut it. I suck monkeyass at it. It would be okay if not for the fact that it's what the majority of the people in this country speaks and I'm forced to face it every other day and that the grammar makes me want to puke my eyes out. The stress that's on me when it comes to Finnish (I mean, after 9 years of studying it, I really should be relatively good at it, don't u think?) is killing me and it's destroyed all of my chances with the language forever. I'm avoiding it as much as I can, and it's actually (fun fact time!) a major reason as to why I'm trying to get into a Japanese university! c:

After Finnish, there's Spanish and after that, on Sunday, there's the dreades JLPT N5 T_T While I'm really looking forward to it, it's also scaring me shitless so I guess it's safe to say I have mixed feelings about the whole thing. However, let's do our best this fall!

Labels: Japanese, my life