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Full of angst ON Monday, May 14, 2012 AT 7:44 PM

That movie "Boys love 2" that I told you about earlier, let me just tell you that it, and the first movie that I've seen now, were both two of the most angsty movies I've ever seen.

There were always a jealous best friend that tried to kill one of the main characters! A lot of psychological damage and whatnot. In the first movie, he stabbed the guy until he died and his boyfriend just stood there before taking him to the ocean and drowning himself together with the guy.

In the second movie, the best friend committed suicide and jumped off a roof, and then the guy who liked him kidnapped the dead guy's love interest, raped him and assaulted him to the point where he was in a comatose state and couldn't move his body from neck and down.

Seriously!? Why do they make everything so dark? What's wrong with the cliché happy ever after ending?

Boys love 1

And don't get me wrong, I'm in all honesty a huge fan of angst because apparently I'm sick enough to enjoy the pain I get in my chest whenever something sad happens. But... this is just wrong?
I mean, they make it look like love drives people crazy to the point where they would rather kill their love and themselves instead of giving up and allowing the other to live happily.

Perhaps I just have a problem with angst when it comes from a psychological thing, because I really feel uncomfortable with people who's brain doesn't work properly, but.. urgh. This gives me the creeps. :P

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Hello!

So to further describe my existance, I shall write what I assume will be an unnecessary profile.

So my name's Jennifer and I'm soon to be 18 and hella glad for that as well. I live in a village the size of your palm in the middle of nowhere and I take the bus to and from my school everyday for 20 minutes. I have decent grades, nothing to brag about except my average of 10 (full score) in English (lol my pride and glory) and I will try hard to raise them I promise. OTL I have a somewhat unhealthy love for languages as I tend to pick up a tad too many and at the moment I'm studying French, Japanese, Spanish, Finnish and English (while Swedish is my mothertongue). (English can't really count as studying though so scratch that.)

My ultimate life goal is to move to Japan and make a big enough success out of this waste of space of a life to actually get to stay there and if I'd get to choose, I'd never come back to Finland. I hate cold weather, I really dislike freezing but I do love wrapping myself up in warm clothing and blankets and sip on some hot chocolate while the chilly weather stays outside. I don't like sweating, but I like the summer. I don't really have any special feelings about autumn or spring.

I live with my mom and my brother and sister, both younger than me, and my dad lives a random life in Spain. (I don't really care to keep up, it's mostly gym business anyways.) He calls sometimes but I rarely see him and it's been that way for such a long time that it doesn't really affect me anymore.

I think I'm a person really easy to misinterpret, because it seems as if many people think I'm someone I'm not. I don't know why that is, but I guess I can be pretty foulmouthed sometimes. I really can't stand people who complain about the smallest of things and that pisses me off. Weak people also pisses me off, those who just looks as if they're begging to be beaten up. (Not that I'd hit anyone, I really wouldn't, but you know those people.) People who are full of themselves can also go die, especially if they're younger than me and act as if I couldn't just step on them like an ant. I guess I dislike lots of different types of people...

For things that I love, I can mention things like manga, fanfics (boy luv onley), kpop, jrock, visual kei, going to concerts, touching the artists inappropriately when I manage to reach them on stage, studying languages, reading about asian stuff, looking at Tokyo on Google Maps, research universities, look at apartments in Tokyo and calculate how much I would have to make to live there. Yes, I have a life like that. <3

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