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Changing direction ~ ON Sunday, September 23, 2012 AT 4:52 PM

Hi everyone ^^

So, this weekend has been full of studying. *sigh* A lot of it. Since the exam/test week starts on Tuesday, I figure it's not a bad thing to be a bit antisocial for once. *coughforevercough*

Anyhow, I don't know where I'm going with this.

Recently, I've been watching/reading about many people who have been/are studying Japanese, and I've realized that I haven't done as much as I should have. It wasn't the "oh, I'm lazy" kind of discovery, but more like "I can actually do this if I try!" kind of moment.

Earlier, I have been all like "it doesn't matter if I don't learn everything perfectly now, I can just learn when I go to Japan!". I've been fine with thinking I can learn then, that now doesn't matter as much. But now I've realized that I don't want it to be like that.

It will only drag me down to have that kind of disability. So, from now on, I will try to do my best and become fluent as soon as possible without cheating! ^^ Thinking that I'm not good enough to learn without being surrounded by Japanese was just me being extremely lazy. From now on, I will give it my all! ^^

The point with this ramble was me getting my feelings/thoughts out. And my way of saying "This blog will finally be much more about Japanese and less about my boring life!" 8D

So thanks for reading this complete nonsense. See you some other time ~

A picture from Friday. Me and some friends went to an annual fair and well, that's what the "amusement park"-part of it looked like. :3

(I have soooooooo much pain in my shoulders because I had to carry around loads of books all day T__T I was gonna drop them off at home first, but then the plans changed and I couldn't so my plans were fucked up and now my shoulder's are locking (I don't know a better word for it) so much more often and it hurts like a bitch. Q_Q)

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Hello!

So to further describe my existance, I shall write what I assume will be an unnecessary profile.

So my name's Jennifer and I'm soon to be 18 and hella glad for that as well. I live in a village the size of your palm in the middle of nowhere and I take the bus to and from my school everyday for 20 minutes. I have decent grades, nothing to brag about except my average of 10 (full score) in English (lol my pride and glory) and I will try hard to raise them I promise. OTL I have a somewhat unhealthy love for languages as I tend to pick up a tad too many and at the moment I'm studying French, Japanese, Spanish, Finnish and English (while Swedish is my mothertongue). (English can't really count as studying though so scratch that.)

My ultimate life goal is to move to Japan and make a big enough success out of this waste of space of a life to actually get to stay there and if I'd get to choose, I'd never come back to Finland. I hate cold weather, I really dislike freezing but I do love wrapping myself up in warm clothing and blankets and sip on some hot chocolate while the chilly weather stays outside. I don't like sweating, but I like the summer. I don't really have any special feelings about autumn or spring.

I live with my mom and my brother and sister, both younger than me, and my dad lives a random life in Spain. (I don't really care to keep up, it's mostly gym business anyways.) He calls sometimes but I rarely see him and it's been that way for such a long time that it doesn't really affect me anymore.

I think I'm a person really easy to misinterpret, because it seems as if many people think I'm someone I'm not. I don't know why that is, but I guess I can be pretty foulmouthed sometimes. I really can't stand people who complain about the smallest of things and that pisses me off. Weak people also pisses me off, those who just looks as if they're begging to be beaten up. (Not that I'd hit anyone, I really wouldn't, but you know those people.) People who are full of themselves can also go die, especially if they're younger than me and act as if I couldn't just step on them like an ant. I guess I dislike lots of different types of people...

For things that I love, I can mention things like manga, fanfics (boy luv onley), kpop, jrock, visual kei, going to concerts, touching the artists inappropriately when I manage to reach them on stage, studying languages, reading about asian stuff, looking at Tokyo on Google Maps, research universities, look at apartments in Tokyo and calculate how much I would have to make to live there. Yes, I have a life like that. <3

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