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It's a word I'm unfortunately very familiar with nowadays.
Before, I wasn't as bad as I am now. I'd get my things done, mostly 'on time' and such, but recently it seems like I've taken up the habit of pushing things away a little too much. It's like they're an inch away from falling down a cliff, and I keep pushing.

So now I'm faced with the same scenario again - things need to be done and I don't want to do them. My french test is tomorrow, and not only do I not have my notebook (it's at my friend's house) so I can't go through old verbs and shit, but I also don't feel like studying at all. Not that I usually do, but right now it's like meeh.

So instead I've learned a choreography to Beast's Beautiful (halfway), I've studied kanji for like an hour and I've read manga and watched anime. =_= I don't like myself right now.

I guess future me will figure it out somehow. She usually does ~

Hello!

So to further describe my existance, I shall write what I assume will be an unnecessary profile.

So my name's Jennifer and I'm soon to be 18 and hella glad for that as well. I live in a village the size of your palm in the middle of nowhere and I take the bus to and from my school everyday for 20 minutes. I have decent grades, nothing to brag about except my average of 10 (full score) in English (lol my pride and glory) and I will try hard to raise them I promise. OTL I have a somewhat unhealthy love for languages as I tend to pick up a tad too many and at the moment I'm studying French, Japanese, Spanish, Finnish and English (while Swedish is my mothertongue). (English can't really count as studying though so scratch that.)

My ultimate life goal is to move to Japan and make a big enough success out of this waste of space of a life to actually get to stay there and if I'd get to choose, I'd never come back to Finland. I hate cold weather, I really dislike freezing but I do love wrapping myself up in warm clothing and blankets and sip on some hot chocolate while the chilly weather stays outside. I don't like sweating, but I like the summer. I don't really have any special feelings about autumn or spring.

I live with my mom and my brother and sister, both younger than me, and my dad lives a random life in Spain. (I don't really care to keep up, it's mostly gym business anyways.) He calls sometimes but I rarely see him and it's been that way for such a long time that it doesn't really affect me anymore.

I think I'm a person really easy to misinterpret, because it seems as if many people think I'm someone I'm not. I don't know why that is, but I guess I can be pretty foulmouthed sometimes. I really can't stand people who complain about the smallest of things and that pisses me off. Weak people also pisses me off, those who just looks as if they're begging to be beaten up. (Not that I'd hit anyone, I really wouldn't, but you know those people.) People who are full of themselves can also go die, especially if they're younger than me and act as if I couldn't just step on them like an ant. I guess I dislike lots of different types of people...

For things that I love, I can mention things like manga, fanfics (boy luv onley), kpop, jrock, visual kei, going to concerts, touching the artists inappropriately when I manage to reach them on stage, studying languages, reading about asian stuff, looking at Tokyo on Google Maps, research universities, look at apartments in Tokyo and calculate how much I would have to make to live there. Yes, I have a life like that. <3

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It's a word I'm unfortunately very familiar with nowadays.
Before, I wasn't as bad as I am now. I'd get my things done, mostly 'on time' and such, but recently it seems like I've taken up the habit of pushing things away a little too much. It's like they're an inch away from falling down a cliff, and I keep pushing.

So now I'm faced with the same scenario again - things need to be done and I don't want to do them. My french test is tomorrow, and not only do I not have my notebook (it's at my friend's house) so I can't go through old verbs and shit, but I also don't feel like studying at all. Not that I usually do, but right now it's like meeh.

So instead I've learned a choreography to Beast's Beautiful (halfway), I've studied kanji for like an hour and I've read manga and watched anime. =_= I don't like myself right now.

I guess future me will figure it out somehow. She usually does ~